I dont know if I am doing it right or not but at this point of time I am in no position to think. All i need is a break.

Five days without my phone :( ...I am upset.

My super greedy landlord will ROT IN HELL

I am not bothered by not being able to do things now, but what scares me is to never be able to do them.

Finding a lot more leaves little time for anyone thing. Sometimes having little time is better than having a lot of it.

I am scared of this feeling of hopeless anger.

May be a lot of it is more wonderful than it could ever be , but then a lot of it is missing. I crave for lot more that never comes . The want dies and the feeling dies.