It still bothers me. Hours of discussion on it and I am still there. I know very well that I am being illogical but I just don’t want it. That one thing is not going out of my mind.

The heart has its reasons in which reason knows nothing.

I write only when i am upset or angry coz thats the only time i need an outlet.

I felt so ordinary today

I wish I know what am I suppose to do. I am not feeling attached anymore …what I don’t know is if its temporary or permanent.

If I take a step closer I will definitely take three steps back the next moment,coz I would hate myself for taking that one step.

I wish to be a person who is free. How much i want to be in the moments but my compulsions and fear bind me. I wish to not be scared atall.